to be pure and in the moment and doing whatever the moment directs, without hesitation...hesitation means you have lost the moment, lost the truth, lost the spontaneity of creation of the possibilities, but then if you have lost that moment then you go to the next moment and let that reality direct you to your next moment, living in the dolphindream...going with the flow acting as water...down to the water, the most essential for flow...hence the dolphins and the flowing and going...
I walk down the street. I go into the local bakery and pastry shop after discussing with Jan her book on diabetes, that I will be illustrating. I understand her point of view and that the molecular structure of the food that you intake, and then I have a coffeem with cream (probably the worst food I could have, and some brown sugar, and a coffe roll, 1 bite, but then I felt so guilty I couldn't eat any more of it, and gave it to Ronnie, but I had had the shared moment with the baker, my neighboir and that is what iti is all about, it's not about the exact molecular structure of that coffee roll, but about the shared moment with another fellow being, and then I ran into the postman freddy wearing day clothes and we spoke about the postwoman Theresa, who was klilled on Monday night on her mototrcycle, doing what she loved to do, riding her motorbike, and then I saw Danny , my postmman whommI have known for years as he was my postman when I had Jill's Customized Objets D'Art at 323 Worth Avenue... and earlier I had seen the Bodies exhibition yesterday with Joel and saw how they break down the bodies to their seperated parts in detail, like all the blood vessells, all the nerves in another exhibition, and all the variouis parts, musculature, etc... so then I saw a body the lungs of someone who smoked cigarettes their whole life and it is black, the lungs, and I wondered if it is the same for smoking pot, and then I had a bad feeling, but not scared enough to stop taking in God's herbs in the smoking way that I do. I stayed up til 4 am watching videos of Lee and me in the days long ago when Lee accompanied me in the flesh on this journey. Lee was one hell of a soulmate!!! He was always there for me and me for him and that's what it is all about.
I see the illustrations for the book on diabetes... I see that it is all related.
Love Jill
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